i have accepted that during puberty a person learns a lot about themselves. i personnaly, have found out about a lot of things.
one of them is the fact that i have sexuality. i remember in kindergarden we used to play that we "sexed" when plaing house. in primary school i got my first kiss, but never had sexual feelings for someone. naturally of course, i was not mature enough back then. but now i have urges i only thought boys had. i have to, simply have to.
and now i have come to a spot where i need a boyfreind. fuck my life.
the thing is that i like a guy who is younger thatn me, and things with him is going really slow beacause i havetn prooved to my self that i am good enough and i do not have the power to show my self-asteam to him. because i am more than ready to have a boyfrind. thats the truth.
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